There was a point in life where I felt like all was lost.  The outlook for things such as a happy family, health, work and joy seemed like it was never going to happen.  The doors seemed closed to all potential of anything good.  Each day seemed more despondent than the next and although I made every effort to be strong….on the inside…I just wanted to be comforted.  I needed someone or something to let me feel warmth and comfort like being a baby again.